He was in an odd mood when I got to the bar, I thought it
might have been my fault because I was a bit late but he
didn't say anything much about it.
The conversation was quite slow going so I thought we should
go off somewhere more intimate so we could talk more
privately. We went to this restaurant and he was STILL
acting a bit funny. I tried to cheer him up and started to
wonder whether it was me or something else. I asked him, and
he said no. But I wasn't really sure.
So anyway, in the cab on the way back to his house, I said
that I love him and he just put his arm around me. I didn't
know what the hell that meant because you know he doesn't
say it back or anything. We finally got back to his place
and I was wondering if he was going to dump me! So I tried
to ask him about it but he just switched on the TV.
Reluctantly, I said I was going to go to sleep. Then after
about 10 minutes, he joined me and we had sex.
But, he still seemed really distracted, so afterwards I just
wanted to leave but I just cried myself to sleep. I dunno, I
just don't know what he thinks anymore. I mean, do
you think he's met someone else???